Gold Closes Below 1206

 | Feb 23, 2015 11:41PM ET

Like most non-insane people, there are some things I like about myself and some things I don’t. Over the nearly ten years I’ve been writing this blog, I have tried to be candid (within reason) about my shortcomings and personal frustrations, but there’s one thing in particular which I don’t like that has been very much on my mind: my aversion to learning new things.

A love of learning is a crucial part of growth. It’s not like I enjoy ignorance – far from it – I immerse myself in news and information 365 days a year, and I consider myself deep into the 99th percentile in terms of being informed. This is different from learning something new, however. By the latter I mean such an undertaking as learning a new language, acquiring a new skill or, most relevant here, learning a new approach to trading.

As almost all of you know, I am a dyed-in-the-wool permabear. I take no particular joy in this fact, but it does seem quite deeply-rooted. That kind of predisposition doesn’t exactly serve one well most of the time, and I have long been looking for some kind of salvation to make me a more balanced trader.

I have actually tried quite hard on this, but, at heart, I am a chartist, and most of the things I’ve looked at do not “sing” to me the way charts do. Molecool, for instance, has built from what all accounts is a terrific, cold-blooded, steely-eyed system that cranks out profits. I’ve looked at it multiple times. It just doesn’t speak to me. It may be ungodly profitable, but I can’t feign interest. There have been other systems like this, and I just don’t get into any of them.

I even, with a close friend of mine, built a system I never told any of you about called Risk Farmer, which was a fantastic (from a technical perspective) tool for selling options premium. Its problem was that it would generate ten instances of good small profits and then a single horrible loss, thus wiping out all the profits and then some. So, for obvious reasons, we shelved it.

For years I’ve been on this quest and Dutch, God bless him, has been gently prodding and coaxing me to try out binary options. Reluctant, stubborn, pigheaded soul that I am, I have basically blown him off for the past three years. But even though I only read about 1% of the comments that stream through the site, I had seen enough success stories about Dutch and his methods that I just couldn’t take it any more: I had to have a look.

Starting only a couple of weeks ago, I started learning what I could, and I liked what I saw. In fact, the more I studied it, the more excited I became. This was something which I could actually see myself doing, and it was a total departure from my normal methods. The fact that there was even the prospect of me getting out of my rut was invigorating for me. I spent last week doing trades in a paper account (in other words, a demo account), and every stinking trade was profitable. I opened up an account and funded it with a modest balance.

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I am not here to sing the praises of binary trading. Indeed, I have made (and lost) precisely $0.00 in this entire effort, because I haven’t even done my first real trade yet. I intended to do so today, but I did not, which is why I’m writing this post.

One thing that has held me back is the utterly irrational fear of having my first trade be a losing one. It’s totally silly, but I have this hangup that I’ll somehow “spoil” everything if I venture into this zone of apparently neverending profits and muck it up somehow, or just happen to hit the oh-so-rare losing trade from bad luck. It’s dumb, but there you have it. I want to be as confident of a winning first trade as I can, just to have a good start.

So, this morning, the first “signal” came (since this is all after the fact, I don’t think I’m speaking out of school by mentioning these trade signals): to “sell” the gold option at 1206. In other words, the bet being made was that, by day’s end, gold would not be above 1206.

Well, gold was already down hard, and it seemed altogether possible to me that gold could easily close above 1206, so I did nothing. Gold began to strengthen, and it got above 1206, and I patted myself on the back for dodging a bullet. I started to wonder if these binary ideas were all so wonderful after all. But – – hold the phone – – gold resumed sinking, and, sure enough, at the end of the day, it was below 1206 (the arrow approximates the signal, and the pink line denotes the “true” level, beneath which gold had to close for the trade to win).